January 03, 2011

Motivation = ????

I can't seem to get myself motivated. I know things I want to change and I know the amount of hard work that will have to go into the change, but I just cannot seem to get motivated.

Right now I just feel like laying around and screaming of pure frustration. I found the perfect quote that fits my mood ..."Here's my heart and soul, please grind into hamburger, and enjoy"....I feel like every person I tend to get close to hurts me in one way or another. They may not intend to do it, but they do. Currently, I'm being hurt by situations that I have no control over. The control freak in me does not like this. I really am at a loss of what to do. I can't say anything or do anything. So I'm just going to sit here sad and frustrated.

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